Today's night shift n yet for the first time i had nth to do.. really practically nth.. so ya, i am blogging now.. cos i simply have nth to do..

Last weekend was chalet for jr, lz, az n elaine at pasir ris.. me and agnes met up early to queue for tt donut ! stupid long 4 hours of queuing, but the donuts were really very nice.. anyway, we reached there n waited outside for them to come back. Everywhere around us were having bbq, so tt stupid Lucas kept complaining that he missed bbq food. In the end, a few of us had a mini-bbq. Very weird. I dont wanna say much.

Mayb i am being over sensitive. But anyway, i just kept to myself during the whole chalet. Just didnt feel that interacting with anyone. We went to Wild Wild Wet on Sunday. After wards, i went home. Talked to rh over the phone, kind of sian. I still feel weird la no matter wat he says. I was quite pissed off at a moment of time. But its over, so didnt bother me much.

Labour day, all of us went to watch spider man 3. Wasnt nice, too much toking, only a little action.

These days, i think i am feeling a little paranoid n depressed. Dont know why so. But i just feel maintaining a friendship is so difficult. Kind of sick of doing anything. I will just let things be.
Mayb i have changed, no longer the little girl who will do anything to please almost everyone. I just realised that not everyone is worth the effort.